Dianne
Houston, Texas
Thank you so much for producing this CD. This seems to be one
of the major keys to unlocking my self-hatred and need to destroy
myself.
My parents separated during my gestation and my poor mother was
not getting the support she needed from my father, her father,
(her mother had died when she was 13 years old), or her stepmother.
The times (late 40's) were such that a single mother would have
a very, very hard time making a life for her and her baby. So
it would be perfectly understandable that she might wish for
her pregnancy to terminate and I would (as I know now) absorb
those feelings and try to leave for her to be happy. Those feelings
caused me to do many self-destructive things through my life.
I had asthma as an infant and was also very shy as a child. I
started smoking as a sanctioned way of dying, did drugs, slept
around, gained 70 lbs and created ovarian cancer recurrent. I
had 3 bouts of Cancer and chemo with the last mass being inoperable.
I have been searching and searching and searching for the healing
I needed.
Today in meditation my inner child was happy and I felt energy
entering my heart and go to the mass to dissolve it. I know I
have finally peeled enough layers of the onion to receive the
healing I have been praying for.
Many thanks,
Dianne
Houston, Texas
